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Wednesday, December 20th, 2006
3:21 am - Laziness
I'm too lazy to post to so many places, please go to http://skyepie.deviantart.com for journal stuff :P


Wednesday, February 8th, 2006
6:58 pm - Photoshoot 06


6:30 pm
Whispering Nightmare
Whispering Nightmare

What sort of Nightmare are you?
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WHITES are motivated by PEACE, seek independence and require kindness. They resist confrontation at all costs. (Feeling good is more important than being good.) They are typically quiet by nature, they process things very deeply and objectively, and they are by far the best listeners of all the colors. They respect people who are kind, but recoil from perceived hostility or verbal battle.

WHITES need their quiet independence and refuse to be controlled by others.
WHITES want to do things their own way, in their own time. They ask little of others, and resent others demanding much of them.
WHITES are much stronger than people think because they dont reveal their feelings.
WHITES are kind, non-discriminate, patient and can be indecisive, timid, and silently stubborn.
When you deal with a WHITE, be kind, accept (and support) their individuality, and look for nonverbal clues to their feelings.

What Color Are You?
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Sunday, November 13th, 2005
9:00 am
The Window Shopper
Random Gentle Love Dreamer (RGLDf)

Loving, hopeful, open. Likely to carry on an romance from afar. You are The Window Shopper.

You take love as opportunities come, which can lead to a high-anxiety, but high-flying romantic life. You're a genuinely sweet person, not saccharine at all, so it's likely that the relationships you have had and will have will be happy ones. You've had a fair amount of love experience for your age, and there'll be much more to come.

Your exact opposite:
The Stiletto

Deliberate Brutal Sex Master
Part of why we know this is that, of all female types, you are the most prone to sudden, ferocious crushes. Your results indicate that you're especially capable of obsessing over a guy you just met. Obviously, passion like this makes for an intense existence. It can also make for soul-destroying letdowns.

Your ideal match is someone who'll love you back with equal fire, and someone you've grown to love slowly. A self-involved or pessimistic man is especially bad. Though you're drawn to them, avoid artists at all costs.

BEWARE: The Hornivore

CONSIDER: The Gentleman, The Loverboy, The Boy Next Door

Link: The 32-Type Dating Test by OkCupid - Free Online Dating.
My profile name: himesan


Friday, September 23rd, 2005
3:36 pm
You commited suicide. I don't know why but the
world was just getting to be to much for you.
You felt as if even the people that sincerly
wanted to help you were only making things
worse. But now you're back because you have a
mission to fufill that you never got to finish
before. So don't give up, you're here for a
reason that you don't know about yet.

How did you die in your past life? (for everyone)
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Friday, September 16th, 2005
10:52 pm - Randomness meme
Write 20 random facts about yourself then tag the same amount of people as minutes it takes you to write the facts. If you're tagged it's your turn. Tagged by kc_anathema

1. Anime is still my fetish.
2. I'm a horrible procrastinator.
3. Cookies and Cream, Lychee and Hokeypokey are ice cream flavours of the Gods
4. People say that my shoulders are the most beautiful part of my body.
5. I have a peculiar obsession with death and lycanthropy
6. I sleep to run away.
7. Hugs from behind make me feel the safest.
8. Only my hairdresser and boyfriends can touch my hair.
9. Since I was young I've had a recurring dream about going to a certain shopping mall.
10. I didn't really know how to take the bus until I was 16.
11. One item on my wishlist is a velvet collar and a silver bell on it.
12. My family never really knows what I'm thinking.
13. I love clam chowder and cream of mushroom soup. But not together.
14. I have more story plots in my head than inspiration to actually write them.
15. If I hate you, chances are, I hate you forever.
18. Coetzee's Disgrace has made me rethink the idea of older man-younger woman relationships.
19. My name was almost Joelyn.
20. When I die, I want all my ashes scattered into the sea.

I tag all of you since well there's not much to tag.


10:49 pm
The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

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Sunday, August 7th, 2005
8:06 pm - whee
Your IQ Is 110

Your Logical Intelligence is Exceptional
Your Verbal Intelligence is Genius
Your Mathematical Intelligence is Average
Your General Knowledge is Above Average


Friday, August 5th, 2005
12:08 am
a Knight Captain
You scored 8 Honor, 7 Justice, 4 Adventure, and 5 Individuality!

Some knights follow the orders given them. Some know when to improvise.
The second sort are the ones that grow to power, to become leadeers and
Knight Captains. Your sense of duty, honor and justice speaks that your
name should be amongst their ranks.

Get your squire, your banner, your armor and your sword. You're gonna do just fine

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 56% on Ninjinuity
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You scored higher than 82% on Knightlyness
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You scored higher than 8% on Cowboiosity
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You scored higher than 45% on Piratical Bent
Link: The Cowboy-Ninja-Pirate-Knight Test written by fluffy71 on OkCupid Free Online Dating


Monday, August 1st, 2005
3:55 am - hokay
Yeah I haven't updated this in a while, because most of my stuff is written like, on my Devart journal instead and I'm lazy to post back and forth. Anyway I am going to bed now. I have to be up in a while and I have alot of books to carry.

current mood: sleepy


Wednesday, June 15th, 2005
5:09 pm - Things that happen
Ok so, I got back from my maths exam today and decided to have a nap and when I woke up, I almost have a heart attack. When I got up, I was wondering what I was doing in bed, like I don't remember going to sleep. And I was lying there thinkig like "Wow, I must've been so tired I dont' even remember going to bed" And then I thought it was THURSDAY and I saw the time it was 3pm and I was like "OMG FUCK MY PAPER IS AT 1:30 TODAY" @_@

anyway some quizzies for you:

To link it (the actual code):


Wednesday, June 8th, 2005
12:59 am - Bitter bitter sorrow
Your wise quote is: "Reality bites with a
variety of sizes of teeth"(-Tony Follari)
As a person, you think life is just plain
painful, horrible and everything else you don't
like. Happy people confuse you. Alot. I mean,
why are they so happy anyway? You are depressed
and perhaps utterly alone and live life rather
montone. You feel there is no reason to really
be here and feel helpless.

What wise quote fits you?(pics) UPDATED
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It's odd how, I could think I'm fine, but then at certain reminders or triggers just lose my balance and begin to scrabble. it's like walking on a slippery road with a muddy slope.

current mood: depressed


Sunday, June 5th, 2005
3:12 pm - Cereberal shut down
I dunno really, things just aren't working out mebbe. The electricity's having some problems today and yesterday there's no hot water so I can't take a bath.

Exams are starting soon, I played with the idea of a CT fanfic once everything was done but my brain feels so dead and my writer's block has taken hold of me. I'm not really sure why, ever since the break up, I find myself incapable of doing certain things that I was capable of doing very well before. It's like I've ceased to function the way I did.

current mood: tired


Tuesday, May 31st, 2005
2:55 am - Nothing much to say

You Are The Outlaw
"Sure, I'll do it. My way."

Just because you do not conform to the same laws and rules as everyone else does not mean that you are a bad guy. You travel your own path, separate from those around you, with your own reasons for doing what you do. Because of this and your own nature, it goes without saying that you are generally misunderstood. That does not matter much, though, as people love you for being who you are. You are pretty well set in your ways and have no real intention of changing. This can come across as a flicker of arrogance if your not careful. You do what is right for you, and God help anyone who stands in your way.

Which Classic Story Role Do You Play?
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I hardly ever update this. the reason being that my blogging mostly goes on my DevArt journal and I"m lazy to do two entries. :P

current mood: sleepy


Sunday, May 15th, 2005
2:16 am - *twiddle*

Your #1 Match: INFP

The Idealist

You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world.
Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships.
It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close.
But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop.

You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist.

Your #2 Match: ISFP

The Artist

You are a gifted artist or musician (though your talents may be dormant right now).
You enjoy spending your free time in nature, and you are good with animals and children.
Simply put, you enjoy bueaty in all its forms and live for the simple pleasures in life.
Gentle, sensitive, and compassionate - you are good at recognizing people's unspoken needs.

You would make a good veterinarian, pediatrician, or composer.

Your #3 Match: INFJ

The Protector

You live your life with integrity, originality, vision, and creativity.
Independent and stubborn, you rarely stray from your vision - no matter what it is.
You are an excellent listener, with almost infinite patience.
You have complex, deep feelings, and you take great care to express them.

You would make a great photographer, alternative medicine guru, or teacher.

Your #4 Match: INTP

The Thinker

You are analytical and logical - and on a quest to learn everything you can.
Smart and complex, you always love a new intellectual challenge.
Your biggest pet peeve is people who slow you down with trivial chit chat.
A quiet maverick, you tend to ignore rules and authority whenever you feel like it.

You would make an excellent mathematician, programmer, or professor.

Your #5 Match: ISFJ

The Nurturer

You have a strong need to belong, and you very loyal.
A good listener, you excell at helping others in practical ways.
In your spare time, you enjoy engaging your senses through art, cooking, and music.
You find it easy to be devoted to one person, who you do special things for.

You would make a good interior designer, chef, or child psychologist.

current mood: sick


Sunday, March 27th, 2005
1:55 pm - hee hee
Your score was -8 out of a possible 56.
You have a bad side. Oh yes. You just don't like to show it all that often. Saving your naughty streak for special occasions is often the best thing to do, but be warned - while a lot of people will be pleasantly surprised (aroused, even) to discover your hidden talents, some might be shocked and think they've been misled. Losers.

You've got a great balance of good and bad. You won't be labelled a troublemaker by anybody (teachers, parents, bouncers, police officers) but you know how - and when - to let rip and have fun. Nice one.

My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 39% on inno-cents
Link: The Innocence Test written by normalreally on Ok Cupid

current mood: amused


Wednesday, March 23rd, 2005
11:17 am - Money Issues
I'm poor. 'Nuff said. XD so very very poor. pls donate money kthnx. I've been spending and spending so... yeah. hehe.

Anyway, mum and dad are coming in late April. Not really looking forward to that, although I will remind them to bring me more 3 minute noodles. Aussie 3 minute noodle are teh suck. <3 CQYD. Mum spent half an hour nagging me to go to church on Easter and Maundy Thursday. that was really bleh. :( I was gonna start working on Alis' birthday pressie, but in light of the recent events, I will start work on dad's pressie instead. and I must rush to finish it. :( I have a month.

The good part is that I have a one week break to do um... stuff. so yeah. Much stuff doing to be done.

current mood: hungry


Tuesday, March 22nd, 2005
10:35 pm - Internet
I got my internet back :D

*much loving*

current mood: happy


Saturday, February 19th, 2005
10:49 am - Oh good Lord...
A part of my childhood turned to rubble


current mood: crushed


Wednesday, February 9th, 2005
10:29 am - Chinese New Year
Gong Xi Fa Cai. Hong Bao Na Lai. ^^

Happy Chinese New Year peeps.

current mood: calm

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